Those words...huge tears rolled down my cheeks and answered "Hey...hi DAD" ...
speechless
motionless
that time..holding the phone...i was filled with joy and sorrow. Ironic though, joy coz hey! I have a dad =) Sorrow..for it was only a telephone conversation.
It was about 7pm..THAT PHONE NUMBER appeared in my cp..I wasnt familiar with the number ..i didn't expect a call from him AFTER 4 YEARS (almost) haaaix... katabi ko pa mom ko nun..she cried with me. So aun..we were talking and telling short stories. I asked him if he could come on my GRADUATION DAY, all he said was "titignan ko..." So ok..i won't expect. anyway he would go if he's free.
What made me sad was, he was about to go home (to his place of course). He said bye. I said "bye.." sabay *sigh* I got numb. I didn't get to tell him how much i missed him. basta binaba ko nlng ung phone. I sent him a message though..sana nabasa nya un.
I'm not sure if im ready to see him. Feeling ko, maninibago ako..mahihiya..weird.
I used to hate him for leaving us (my mum and I). But now, I still love him I still miss him I still worry about him...and i didn't even get to tell him those words, "I love you dad..." ='(
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