Botante na =D

9am (early in the morning!) my cousin (karen) and I prepared for our schedule in comelec for registration. Good thing extended ung registration :D

Unfortunately, when we got there sa calumpit (municipyo ng bulacan) grabe haba ng pilaaa (grrr...) tpos ung nag guide samin dun iniwan pa kami ng couz ko kase may susunduin pa sya.. so aun..Sadly, we have to register the easy way xD Ung guide nmin may pakana, he saved 2 seats for us (nag go with the flow nlng kami...besides ang init ng weather!)

Weird events were, there came a time i felt i was quite malas that day... 1st, i didnt get to go inside the main room for it was full na! 2nd, nung turn ko na magpa take ng pic--biglang naiihi ung nag ttake ng picture (FtW??!) haha..super tawa insan ko...(napansin din nya ung mga pagkakataon na un) Super nakakawindang pa--is while waiting for our friend who brought us there, karen and i sat near the super main door (ung pinaka malaki) kase walang matinong maupuan dun so NO CHOICE kmi to sit sa medyo ground (haha)..the nakakawindang part was when an old guy (not super old) na may pwesto or position sa loob ng comelec was about to get IN the huge building--my cousin noticed him staring at me. (wala ako sa sarili ko madalas kaya I'm NOT aware of wats happening tlg)..aun ..the man gave me a BIG smile (i did smiled back kase he seemd to be friendly nmn for me and he looks rich LOL) but before he went inside, he came back and gave me a head rub (or watever u call it--ung parang ginagawa ng amo sa aso pag ngagawa nya ung tricks perfectly) and said "cute na cute ah".

Nagkatitigan kami ng couz ko kase we were both shock of how the man acted and my cousin in the end burst out laughing! she was like "hahaha grabe..cute na cute sayo haha" i was like "graaabbbeee...anu un..para akong tuta ah" hahaha

super crazy tlg..nkakatuwa nkakatawa na nakakainis..gRRrawRR!! haha

aun...whole day, ok nmn...kht mainit..nakakatuwa...atleast karen and i are registered voters na..sana we'd make the right choice :D



xoxo,
LEE

so early in the morning..xD

woke up at around 1:40am...dont wanna sleep pa so eto..facebook muna wyl chting w/kirbs...

so glad na last day of classes na kannina sa nstp..but then..dami pdin na plates na ggwn..3 more pending plates.. 1 make up plate, 1 20x15 final plate and a study for mas' exhibit on Feb... wat more? holding a pencil during the holidays will still be doing something for a deadline. Good thing our trigo finals and english oral defens are now over...only 2 subjs left for next year resume of classes. Still clueless with the date our classes will start again (i still dont wanna know) haha xD

nakakagutom mag puyat..mag yayakult nlng ako..LOL xD i wanna go out kaso dami na tambay outside..may mga nag vivideo oke pa sa labas..xDDD watta place....

Sad part? my grandma(dady syd) just died..yesterday...and i dont know how to get there sa burol..or should i? baka awayin lng ako ng legal wife...sa bagay..hu cares...my grandma died..the mean lady shud be thankful na i didnt wish it was her nlng..LOL (meaniiee!) xD sorry dun haha xD so..should i? gawd..ang hirap db?

btw that lola of mine is the lola hu cooks exotic food (often) ..kaya nung bata ako and everytym i visit her..i dont eat much...kase i knew it then for sure na may SOMETHING dun sa kakainin ko nakakaiba..haha xD but i love her..she's cool....90+ na sya (mahaba buhay dun sa dad syd ko) oh well...kung sakin nmn..i dont think i'll live as long as my lola had stayed awake..(anu daW?) haha.. liit kase ng tenga ko...sabi kase nila pag malaki tenga mhba buhai..haha!! naniwala nmn ako...xDDD

haix...tama na toh for today... next tym ult..wee...slmt sa mga matyagang nagbabasa sa insyts ko =)

Merry Xmas! ..
xoxo, Lee

back again?

na miss ko blog ko...haiii dami daming bago,,,,sorry peEps super busy lng tlga sa school...anyweiz im currently preparing for our thesis defense tomorw...kinakabahan ako ngaun plng...sana kayanin nming buong grupo...i aim for a high score in our ENGLish subj since un ang pinaka mababa kong grade last sem...tsktsk...
soon ill be updating my friendster ndn =)

c u guys...

Martyr-ness?

The word of the day/week/month/year -- "Martyr" (martir?)

My mum once told me i was being one. What does the word martyr mean anyway (filipino /slang version)? I often hear that word from bitter people..LOL the question is "am i one of 'em?".

I asked my mum, "anu ba meaning nun..", she answered "matiisin..uhmmm...tanga for short."

Lee: O_O

owwwwkei..i never bothered to search for the meaning of martyrness, but after what THE mother told HER daughter? GAWD! wouldn't u be bothered??? it's like "gawd..kakahiya...momi ko pa nag sabi skn nun >_<"

Is it THAT bad to be set aside by someone you admire so much for YEARS in such a SHORT time?

I guess this is something for me to thing about..

Unfortunately for those who finds martyrness pathetic...

,,,nothing makes me think of backing out. >_<

Love life status

Huwaaat? Wala….im stupid and just a nobody..

Wag na kau….emo ako ngayon =’]

Na miss ko blog ko T_T

Well…IM BACK :'D

COLLEGE (hmmm)

Weee…college na…anu kayang meron dun? Haha xD

First let me give you a short info of what im taking.

I’m Loralie B. Sevilla (oo na mas maganda apilido ko T_T) Just call me Lee =) I’ll be studying in Mapua Institute of Technology which is located in Intramuros (bwhahaha) –taking up MAS (hnde mascom) much known as Multimedia Arts and Science (gawd..i love the feeling when I say the full form of it xD) o db sosyal xD

Yup..i’ll be taking up MAS..many of my friends thought na I.T kukunin ko, pero hnde eh..masaklap out of 4 schools na ine-examan ko AMA at UE(scholarship pa) lang ako pumasa ng I.T. unfortunately, I didn’t pass that course in UST and MAPUA (huhu saklap)..eh ung di ko pinasahan ung mga gsto ko talagang school T_T so ayun..baka hnde talaga para sakin yung I.T, so since I’m kinda creative (haha) and artistic (whew lakas ng loob) I took MAS! THE END haha

Grabe, balak pa nga ako pag dorm-in…pero ayaw ko...i don’t like curfews and maluwag nmn sched ko kahit MADUGO

My sched is like EVERDAY Monday to Sunday..12-4:30pm and every Tuesday 9am to 4:30 (waaaaaaaaaaa) bahala na haha! I’m praying nag guide ako ni Lord..syempre…Chance ko narin siguro pumayat kaka commute (bigtym LOL) haha! Sana ayus mgging mates ko..sana possible padin pangongopya (kidding =D)

Goodluck sakin at sa lahat ng freshies! Sana naintindihan nyo insight ko (lol)

=D

HIGHSCHOOL LIFE---the end.

Yes! Tapos na ang highschool…tpos na sandamakmak na movie making, projects, skits, layout works, recitation, buttoned sleeves, CAT, at napakadaming quizzes at formulas na dapat kabisado talaga (haha) Pero syempre…isa lng nmn ata di natatapos sa HS eh…ung FRIENDSHIP na nabuo thru thick and thin…db? Pati nga mga teachers uber close eh! Saya noh?

Pero lahat ng paghihirap n yun..may kasunod pa…MAS MAHIRAP hahaha xD

Ang college life…naku po…kung alam nyo lng..ang dami kong tanong na college friends ko lang mkakasagot..isa na dun ang 3-HOUR P.E haha xD I was thinking na sa MAPUA lang ang may 3-HOUR P.E class…ganun pla talaga pag college na…mas mahaba oras pero infairness ah…hawak nmn raw ang time.

Ayun nga lang…grabe talaga yung sched ko. Kwento ko mamaya..haha xD

Haix talaga…dami ko mamimiss sa HS. Pagiging pasaway khit konti..pag tambay sa COMP LAB pag gagawa ng layout para sa school magazine, JS proms, pagiging member ng MILITARY POLICE, pag cucutting (JOWK) haha di ko Gawain un =p

Sabi nila mas masaya raw talaga ang HS..welllll…tingin ko nmn tlgng gnun..masakit at masaklap lng pag nakalimutan ka ng classmates mo T_T (huhu..) Pero di yan..may naiwan naman akong ngiti at trademark sakanila eh..pagiging MULTI COLORED EYE DUBAIAN haha xD

MSG TO IV HUMILITY/BATCH 08-09 ST.MARY’S COLLEGE OF MEYCAUAYAN

>>> SEE YOU AT THE CROSSROADS! =)

"hey...it's daddy." March 18

Those words...huge tears rolled down my cheeks and answered "Hey...hi DAD" ...

speechless
motionless

that time..holding the phone...i was filled with joy and sorrow. Ironic though, joy coz hey! I have a dad =) Sorrow..for it was only a telephone conversation.

It was about 7pm..THAT PHONE NUMBER appeared in my cp..I wasnt familiar with the number ..i didn't expect a call from him AFTER 4 YEARS (almost) haaaix... katabi ko pa mom ko nun..she cried with me. So aun..we were talking and telling short stories. I asked him if he could come on my GRADUATION DAY, all he said was "titignan ko..." So ok..i won't expect. anyway he would go if he's free.

What made me sad was, he was about to go home (to his place of course). He said bye. I said "bye.." sabay *sigh* I got numb. I didn't get to tell him how much i missed him. basta binaba ko nlng ung phone. I sent him a message though..sana nabasa nya un.

I'm not sure if im ready to see him. Feeling ko, maninibago ako..mahihiya..weird.

I used to hate him for leaving us (my mum and I). But now, I still love him I still miss him I still worry about him...and i didn't even get to tell him those words, "I love you dad..." ='(

something to think about...

I was browsing thru all the literaries that was sent to us by our EIC here in our school. Im one of our school's magazine layout artist...i happened to see and read this LITERARY written by a Marian codename FALLENSAINT.

Here's the literary...try and read it somehow touched me.

PS: a GUY wrote this literary..so HELLO to the guys out there. (haha)

BLANK NIGHT SKY
Fallensaint

I’ve lost track of time while staring at this blank night sky for hours. Then suddenly, a wave of thought occurred in me. “What the hell is wrong with me? I can’t see clearly!” Everything went blurred. I closed my eyes and I felt a drop of liquid in my hands. I opened my eyes to see if it’s raining. It isn’t. “God. Am I really this stupid? Not even realizing that I’m already crying over spilled milk…”

If I haven’t done these crazy things to her, I will not be spending my night like this. If I haven’t been the most stupid and greediest person alive, I will not be spending my night like this. If I only shut my mouth before it released unfathomable words, I will not be spending my night like this. If I could just lover her like the way she loves me, she will not be spending a worse night than this.

When will my stupidity ever end? Is there anything that I’ve done right? Or more than that, is there anything left for me to do it right? I keep on telling her that I’m sorry for all the things I’ve done. I know that it is not even good enough to be called as “the right thing”, but it’s the most of what I can do. I want her to be better. I want her to heal. I want her to find the remedy for the sickness I’ve cost her. ‘Cause it’s piercing my heart to see that she’s crying and it breaks my heart completely when I see her crying because of me. I don’t want to see her that way. But I can’t even comfort her. ‘Cause if I do, I will just make the fire bigger. So that’s it. That’s the only thing I can do. To want and hope that someday, she’ll be as good as her former self. To hope that someday, she’ll find a better man. Someone who’ll never make her cry and love her unlike what I did. Though I’m not sure I want that to happen. Still, I hope it will. Because that’s the only way left in this. For her to forget me and be happy. I can’t stand hurting her again. I can’t.

Every sleepless night that passes my life, I’m wishing that I can take away all things back. I’m wishing that a magic rewind button exists right in front of me and I’ll gladly push it. ‘Cause I don’t want to lose her. All my memories with her are priceless. I want to add more happy memories with her. So why did I let her go if I love her? I’m not the right man for her. She deserves someone better and since the world begun, I’m a loser. That’s why I can’t do anything but to stare at this blank night sky for hours.

Nice noh? I wasn't aware that there are GUYS who realizes their fault/s. It's a good thing this guy tries to cope up and express his insights and feelings thru writing. Well...I just hope when the layout artists staff (with me of course =) ) finishes this EDITING thingy---the girl would come to know how this guy loves/loved her. =)

Something to think about.

saturday night...?

oh gawd...its been a month or two already since i lost my internet connection = ( i miss writing about different events and my thoughts, opinions, etc.

so..guys..zup? i missed you *hugs

Last Saturday, we had our CAT evaluation sa school...MP Girls ako...so aun..we we're the only sp. platoon there who got a perfect score! (good for us...MP Boys werent sabay sabay....haha!) so aun...supposedly 5pm out nmin sa school...O.T kami hangang 6pm so UNFORTUNATELY i didn't get to go to AUDI's EVENT SEASON 2...T_T *cries

oh well...so i just went to my club's (AUDI BABIES) venue...which was in novaliches. overnyt un but i didnt get to sleep much...which sucked...haha! good thing -B-carwash aka justin was there..and he definitely served as my pillow that day! haha xD (panu kase...puno sa loob ng house kaya i preferred to take a nap nalang). That day was just OKAY..or so-so....i didn't have much fun though there werent much activities. I did missed alot of my clubmates and other audistas who werent there in the venue..CLOUD9, SAKURA, FREAKZ, and alot of OTHER FORUMERS.

My bad i didn't get to meet them T_T

Looking on the brighter side...there's still DOMINATION 3....definitely i'll be there..

so see you guys! =)

JS Promenade

hello guys!! its been a long tym..=)
enyweiz..last saturday Feb 21 Saturday 5pm - 5am we had our JS prom!
and yea...i danced...alot...that's why my feet are now in pain! due to the 3inch heelxxx.....*ouch X_X

first dance was Kim Alcantara
Last dance was Joshua Rosales.....

(sadly..un lng naalala ko...middle dance..uhmm..uso pb un?? i have no idea! haha) 3rd year Js was more special...but this year was great too...i had a good makeup ...they called me jana (Fear factor Phil participante) xD and thats weird...asa nmn ako..hahaha xD naka dress lng ako this year since last year i wore a gown =)

oh weelllll...all in all..i had a great time...


this week i'll get busy with my requirements in school....(lapit na graduation)

hello to hagard days!!! =)

Goodluck sakin! xD


Godbless guys =)

Be aware...

This person was hired as a house helper and sometimes he helps in the store we own here in our place. One morning he was no where to be found...he ran away with all the money in the store (personal family money also included) and took 4 units or cellphones with him which were all fully loaded since it is being used for e-loads, autoloads, etc. We also found out thru friends that "BILLY" has been using the NUMBERS of those phones and ask people to send him 1000 worth of load--which is obviously a SPAM. We reported him to the authorities already.

Hope this will serve as warning to all and if in case you know this person or if you happen to see this guy, kindly inform us (Lira Sevilla or Lily Sevilla) through E-MAIL

lilylira_22@yahoo.com

Godbless!

HACKED..again.

pak tlga...lagi nlng..
so jobless!
anu meron sakin at insecure ka hah...kakatuwa ka...GRABE!

Info: I always leave my FS account loged in here sa personal laptop nmn.. i found out na hacked na dahil iba na email nya pagtingin ko..buti di ko pa na ssign out..so binura ko lahat ng images dun pati private pics. IM BACK TO ZERO...

cold_47@rock.com changed into yummY@juju.com
and the password has been changed too sympre..amf!!!!!!

gonna make another account soon..


@hacker
maglason kana...>=(


-Lee

2008

How's 2008?

hmmm..Things that happend to me in year 2008 are quite well...TIRING though...sumakto sigurong grduating..so i have too many tasks to do...i had less hours of sleep than usual.. I've been really patient (reasons are stated in other entries). I think I had..like...5 amfufu relationships with 5 different amfufu guys of course. *ROFL! But i already learned my lesson which is "WAIT SOME MORE" ohhh GOOD FOR ME! lol *thinks---how long? We're ALMOST there..i think.? O_o

STUDIES STUDIES~~so far so good! average naglalaro 90.25 and above..Wishing this LAST FOURTH Quarter i'll get an ave of 91..para astig =) LOL xD

FRIENDS PALS BUDDIES~~they're all good. i didn't get to fight with anyone...except ONLINE haha! but i handled 'em goooood. bati na kami haha xD

LOVE BOYS PAGIBIG~~aun..honestly madame nag tatampo sakin na guys...snob daw ako O_O hnde nmn...busy lng xD...sa dami nun (wooo kafal ko) ...isa lang mahal ko =) *wee kileg

FAMILY PAMILYA~~well...my mom and I had a couple of MUs lol xD but syempre...the day won't end without her calling me "Lee............." ...except nlng kung galit talaga.. she'd scream "Loralie Buenconcejo Sevillllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!" *hahaha! still..i love her.

GOD LOVE GOD is LOVE~~I didn't get to go to Church often...due to hindrances..*AMF!!! but of course...I still know Him...I miss my bands though...singing for Him...haiii..my bandmates are scatterd na...our drummer went to China na..huhu *sob!

FRIENDS KLASMEYTS~~they're all MUs (Mukang Unggoy) *haha! yea..had some drinks with them...revealed ALOT...shared a part of me...after grad..ohhh gawd...I'll miss them BIG TYM.

ONLINE LYF~~lovin' it =)....tiring though..*Arggg

POSERs~~ang husay niyo!!! (YEa....RIGHT.) *taas kilay I don't know where these people get the idea of claiming that they're me...i mean they could pretend they're Katrina halili..Shaina Magdayao..Maja Salvador..ETC. but LIRA SEVILLA??? oh..give me break~*ROFL!

READERS~~thank you for reading =) ummuah!

Happy new year guys..wishing this year of the Ox 09 will be exciting =) SPLEndID! and may we all feel mooooooooooooorrrreeeeee LOVE! =)

GodBless~

long time no ****...

So ..."yea" I've been busy for a while... many events did happened... Met new friends... had A new..uhmmm "yea" yet failed [lol]. One stayed strong (i think)..kahit medyo malabo "go lang!" mahal mo eh *giggles*.

So LEE! hows things? WEIRD things happening...not the black hole or something.. it's this freakin love you keep searchin..yet ang hirap makita *argggg...diba sabi nila MAHIRAP MAG HANAP NG WALA...oh well....baka nga WALA...lol

oh well..let me JUST post another one ...xD