Friday, August 29, 2008

calling on all Audistas!

bC1audition
Hi eGamers! Are u so called a "mamaw" at the dancefloor AUDITION BATTLE DANCE OL?
Want to have a family where you can almost talk about anything?
If your a girl..want to be unique? (a club where there's more guys than girls!)
Here's bC1 (Bionix Club Uno)
a sister clan/club of Baguio Clan Uno---World's #1 WAR ROCK TEAM
biOnix Club Uno is a club where good/talented audistas are grouped together!
its not only the skills we're talking about here...personality, attitude towards other players and discipline is also necessary!
It is named
biOnix--which means strong, great skills
Club---we're ONE--a Family!
Uno---#1
Come and join our Group!
Just send us your application here at our Friendster account
(NOTE: applicants--changing of iGn into bC1 is required!)
If you just simply want to be a family member in AUDITION
just search our family name
biOnixClub-1
(exact spelling and form of letters is required)
and apply!
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GET MAMAWFIED!
"Where Legends are Born."

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

NCAE

the National Career Assestment something lol..so called as the NCAE! was done a while ago....it was easy..good thing i didn't sleep late in rviewing notes! haha xD wat u need was stored knowledge! luckily...i have mine..haha! xD

hows lyf?! oh well...getting bored... im just trying to enjoi my life.. even though there are corners that ar already crumpled...the only thing that cud straighten/flatten them is......oh well

next topic =') like i said..the NCAE was easy! ^^
In our 1st Quarter periodical examinations...fortunately i didnt get any failing grades!! ^_^ THANK GOD! ^^

Monday, August 25, 2008

sunday..

yesterday, i went to church..on my way i was wearing a sad face..i had no expression at all...due to being single AGAIN...and pain it caused me...

When i got there..It was praise and worship time..(im a born again christian)
the lyrics really hit me bullseye...i felt how much i needed God's strength in me...since im too weak aleady...and like my mentor friend said..im becoming vulnerable...

Yesterday nyt..a friend called me, he asked if he cn court me. I refused..and prankly told him "sorry..im not ready yet. I still love him". That time I knew i hurt his feelings...but he got nothing to do. He just respected my decision and said he would wait.....

I actually don't know if i'm being selfish...Out of all the guys who're willing to take cre of me...I chose HIM---the guy who didnt appreciate the effort i exerted in our relationship just to NOT make things complicated..

Im being too emotional i know. Yet i don't know if all hopes for me are GONE.

im simply.................broken
smiling due to pain
hyper due to loneliness

right now..
What you see in me..what expression/feelings you see in me.....are all lies

T_T

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

wake up..by coheed and cambria

I'm gonna ride this plane out of your life again
I wish that I could stay, but you argue
More than this I wish, you could've seen my face
In backseats staring out, the window

I'll do anything for you
Kill anyone for you

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back
In a phrase to cut these lips
I love you

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up

I've earned through hope and faith
On the curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever
If morning never comes for either one of us
Then this I pray to you wherever

I'll do anything for you
This story is for you
('Cause I'd do anything you want me to for you)
I'll do anything for you
Kill anyone for you

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I won't be coming back
In a phrase to cut these lips
I loved you

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
'Til you decide to wake up

Saturday, August 16, 2008

unexplainable

if your going to ask me how and what im feeling right now..i couldnt explain anything...all i could say is...i want to love, and i wanna be loved. ='(


simple as that.

Friday, August 15, 2008

bad day

my sister (eldest) cam back here in the phil. from dubai..just for a vacation. She bought me BROWN lenses..instead of blue...T_T which is sooo not good...(brown won't look good on me) huhuhhu!! What would I do??!

But anyways..anothing thing, It's pur exam WEEK! and all our projects have the same DEADLINE! huhuhu why do teachers do that often...make their students submit ALL of it in just one day...

Enyweiz..i have my pc back..^^ back..im just hoping it wont a cathvirus ulit..T_T huhuhu!mhhrapan nnmn ako T_T aun...im downloading all the stuff i need..specially AUDITION...15 patches to go...xDDD wew~~~