Are you in this kind of relationship?! Most people must have found this really stupid and effortless. But for me, if you really love that person..you'll do anything to have and keep that person's love. Love isn't just NEAR or just BESIDE you...it can be found anywhere, even in the corners of a dark room [[wat?should it be really dark?]] haha! xD
Anyways, seriously I DON'T BELIEVE IN LDR's! [[that was before..]] until I met this guy..well, actually he was a friend of mine for quite a long time (I've been staying here in the philippines for 3 years..maybe we've known via an online game for almost about..i don't know..more than a year?) So ayun, Our connection via net was lost i don't know how and why, but because of my friend which i just met this year I get to meet him again [[not eye to eye though]] but it was weird..He used to call me "crush" and when we found each other's end point, he still called me that! He courted me..sent me some stuff [[stuff that would impress a girl i guess..]] all the way from cebu. That really amuzed me..NO ONE...has ever did much effort for me.
On the other side of the story, while he was courting me..there's this other guy who I've fallen in love with already but we ain't committed...This guy which is IN cebu right now, i don't know what's gotten into me that I keep missing him..(IF YOU R THINKING...well it's DEFINITELY not because of the sweet stuff he sent me! I admit im maluho kind of girl but i'm not used to asking other people to buy me stuff! SO DON'T THINK THAT WAY!!! amp)
Eventually..I fell inlove with this cebu guy (E.J) X_X At first..I didn't know what to do..T_T coz i don't know if i could handle such relationship...T_T But i tell you...*AHEM* publicly speaking, I'm loving this guy MORE than i ever loved any guy!!!! [[wheeeeeeeewww]] TAKE NOTE: LONG DISTANCE...He's now my boyfriend...[[O_o wahahah! =p]]
Why am I loving him so much? [[it's because he's taking care of me..]] how..i don't know ...there's just this feeling..that..as if he's so close to me....weird but a happy feeling, it's not just you're inlove!! you're in love with a great guy! i mean...it's just this freakin' distance! And how are we surviving? It's because both of us [[SPECIALLY ME!!!]] believe that the time will come, we don't have to worry how far we are and how much distance there is that's keeping us away from each other.. He's got 3 years more to finish college...5 years for me.. That won't be too hard i guess..i mean..come on...ur loving for real, you don't mind to sacrifice..right?
Right now..what i wish for..is something to hold on for eternity...our TRUST, LOYALTY, LOVE, PATIENCE...and most specially...STRENGTH to hold on to this kind of relationship and HOPE for letting our paths meet in the future---the right time.
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