its not that im single!!! its ok with me to chill!! more space..more fun!! but my freakin' internet connection is sooooooooooooooooooooo slooooooooOOOooOoooOooOoOoooWWWwwwwww.. can u imagine how slow it is? it's like a baby turtle...forcing itself to run!!!! O_o
gRrRrrr....damn smart bro..enyways!! I'm playing the guitar a while ago..half of my body got stuck in my cabinet [[where my xtra stuff are kept]] coz i was just looking for my songhits...and yet...I COULDNT FIND 'EM!!! [[not a single one..]] grrrr..good thing i could still type and post entries in my blog..WHEW!! atleast...
Moving on...I'm so into being loud over the net these days.. I like staying in the lobby [[AUDITION PH]] and get loud... xD i like listening to songs these days [[any genre]] i'm into lying on my bed and text my friends.. what's with me? lolx I wanna chill out...im currently dreaming on having a vacation in an island...where there is only ME...and my teddy..[[wtH?]] my friends i mean...xD
IM SO INTO GETTING HYPER!!! grrr...i don't like it...i can't control stuff that i'm going to say...it's like i don't care at all ..but i really do..WTH?! ohhhh...i'll rest for a while..i think im getting paranoid...TILL MY NEXT POST!!!
[[have to go find some yogurt...it might cool me down a bit]] xD
it's freakin' HOT!!!! giv my net back!! *irritated* X_X
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
my song?...x_x
It Ends Tonight.
(by The All-American Rejects)
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don’t want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
Your finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when your blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know.
"i don't want to say goodbye..
but i think you're the one who's leaving...T_T
i won't force you...nor convince you
just remember...i still care.....T_T"
x...Thank you for the memories...x
xoxo, Lee
Monday, May 19, 2008
According to Eddie Corbano
(reff: http://www.longdistancerelationships.com/10_Rules.asp)
10 RULES TO MAKE LDR's WORK xD
1. Have A Relationship Plan For The Future
~Know where you are heading. Have a light at the end of the tunnel.
What do you want to accomplish in you partnership? Have goals and a time frame when you want to be together. It is very important that you both have a hope to live for. I think that this is the most common reason why some long distance relationships don’t work: they don’t have a plan, they just hope it will turn out right, that a miracle is going to happen. Certainly this also means you have to make sacrifices. At least one of you.
Realize that you most likely only have three options: she moves to him, he moves to her or both move to another place. Start talking about it as soon as you realize that you want to be together. The biggest mistake you can make is to hush it up
2. Meet Regularly
~Try to see each other every month at least once. Plan this ahead and make it a celebration, an explosion, something very special! Soon this short meetings will be something you long for, something that you will align your life at. Remember, you only get a real connection by touching, feeling and smelling a person. You don’t get scent with email or skype, or that initial wow you feel inside when you see your love. So do everything you can to meet at least once a month or so.
3. Use Modern Technologies To Communicate
~You need all the help you can get, so why not using the glorious benefits of a modern communication world. Using all this electronic stuff will make it much easier for you both. Imagine how it used to be 100 years ago, when a letter used to take months.
4. Give Yourselves A Free Day
~I found it very helpful to insert a day or two without any communication. What then happens is that you miss each other very intensively and you usually find yourselves at a more higher level than you were before. If the only way of interaction between you is canceled for a day or two, you will either progress or doubt. In any case you will know where you stand. This is also a good way to test your long distance relationship. [[parang ang hirap ata nito..haha!]]
5. Write Extensive And Intimate E-mails
~Open yourself up completely. Write about your inner state, what you are feeling, what you dream about, what you hope for. As a rule of guidance: describe in your e-mails your inner state and in your phone-calls your outer state. Writing is more intense than verbal communication and allows you to be more intimate. That will create a tighter bond between you. The most important thing here is: be honest! Don’t pretend you are someone you are not. Don’t put yourself in a better light. Long distance relationships only have a chance if both are completely honest and congruent.
6. Send A Written Letter Once In A While
~Do not underestimate the marvelous feeling, when you look in your letter box and find a letter from your love, open it and see his/her writing. This is a pleasure we often forget about in this modern times. Not to mention that it’s far more romantic.
7. Beware Of Jealousy
~Jealousy is a very dangerous thing and can threaten every long distance relationship. Jealousy is commonly a lack of trust and understanding. It very often reveals insecurities and bad experiences in other relationships.
The keyword here is simply: trust. You cannot control and observe your partner, you only can have faith in your relationship and in the things you build together in the times you had. Hold on to that and never give in to that green eyed monster.
Jealousy is one of the most negative and destructive emotions there is! Listen to Shakespeare:
O, beware, my lord, of jealousy
8. Avoid Dangerous “Situations”
~Trust is essential. If you completely trust your partner and also have faith in your relationship, you can pretty much do what you want without endangering your relation. However, I nevertheless recommend avoiding some specific situations. Of course it depends on the person, but I would not date the opposite sex alone, or go to wild parties. Simply avoid temptations that could distract you from each other.
Better safe than sorry!
9. Never Loose Faith
~Watch out, you will meet a lot of skepticism. People will tell you that long distance relationships never work, especially those who have had negative experiences about it. Don’t listen to them. People tend to negate things they failed on.
Listen to me: it can definitely work, but you both have to believe it.
10. Always Stay Positive
~Always assume that your partner loves you and cares about you. Never assume anything negative, whether you read something in his/her e-mails or you disliked how he/she made a weird comment on something. Don’t interpret to much in it.
The problem with non-face-to-face communication is the lack of facial expression. It is so easy to misinterpret but unfortunately much harder to trust and stay positive.
I assure you, if something was wrong, you will know it.
As you can see, I’m definitely positive about long distance relationships. They expose ongoing life lessons, and prove that love, loyalty, and faith are the vital ingredients to a lasting relationship.
(reff: http://www.longdistancerelationships.com/10_Rules.asp)
10 RULES TO MAKE LDR's WORK xD
1. Have A Relationship Plan For The Future
~Know where you are heading. Have a light at the end of the tunnel.
What do you want to accomplish in you partnership? Have goals and a time frame when you want to be together. It is very important that you both have a hope to live for. I think that this is the most common reason why some long distance relationships don’t work: they don’t have a plan, they just hope it will turn out right, that a miracle is going to happen. Certainly this also means you have to make sacrifices. At least one of you.
Realize that you most likely only have three options: she moves to him, he moves to her or both move to another place. Start talking about it as soon as you realize that you want to be together. The biggest mistake you can make is to hush it up
2. Meet Regularly
~Try to see each other every month at least once. Plan this ahead and make it a celebration, an explosion, something very special! Soon this short meetings will be something you long for, something that you will align your life at. Remember, you only get a real connection by touching, feeling and smelling a person. You don’t get scent with email or skype, or that initial wow you feel inside when you see your love. So do everything you can to meet at least once a month or so.
3. Use Modern Technologies To Communicate
~You need all the help you can get, so why not using the glorious benefits of a modern communication world. Using all this electronic stuff will make it much easier for you both. Imagine how it used to be 100 years ago, when a letter used to take months.
4. Give Yourselves A Free Day
~I found it very helpful to insert a day or two without any communication. What then happens is that you miss each other very intensively and you usually find yourselves at a more higher level than you were before. If the only way of interaction between you is canceled for a day or two, you will either progress or doubt. In any case you will know where you stand. This is also a good way to test your long distance relationship. [[parang ang hirap ata nito..haha!]]
5. Write Extensive And Intimate E-mails
~Open yourself up completely. Write about your inner state, what you are feeling, what you dream about, what you hope for. As a rule of guidance: describe in your e-mails your inner state and in your phone-calls your outer state. Writing is more intense than verbal communication and allows you to be more intimate. That will create a tighter bond between you. The most important thing here is: be honest! Don’t pretend you are someone you are not. Don’t put yourself in a better light. Long distance relationships only have a chance if both are completely honest and congruent.
6. Send A Written Letter Once In A While
~Do not underestimate the marvelous feeling, when you look in your letter box and find a letter from your love, open it and see his/her writing. This is a pleasure we often forget about in this modern times. Not to mention that it’s far more romantic.
7. Beware Of Jealousy
~Jealousy is a very dangerous thing and can threaten every long distance relationship. Jealousy is commonly a lack of trust and understanding. It very often reveals insecurities and bad experiences in other relationships.
The keyword here is simply: trust. You cannot control and observe your partner, you only can have faith in your relationship and in the things you build together in the times you had. Hold on to that and never give in to that green eyed monster.
Jealousy is one of the most negative and destructive emotions there is! Listen to Shakespeare:
O, beware, my lord, of jealousy
It is the green-eyed monster which doth mock
The meat it feeds on; that cuckold lives in bliss
Who, certain of his fate, loves not his wronger
But, O, what damned minutes tells he o’er
Who dotes, yet doubts, suspects, yet strongly loves!
8. Avoid Dangerous “Situations”
~Trust is essential. If you completely trust your partner and also have faith in your relationship, you can pretty much do what you want without endangering your relation. However, I nevertheless recommend avoiding some specific situations. Of course it depends on the person, but I would not date the opposite sex alone, or go to wild parties. Simply avoid temptations that could distract you from each other.
Better safe than sorry!
9. Never Loose Faith
~Watch out, you will meet a lot of skepticism. People will tell you that long distance relationships never work, especially those who have had negative experiences about it. Don’t listen to them. People tend to negate things they failed on.
Listen to me: it can definitely work, but you both have to believe it.
10. Always Stay Positive
~Always assume that your partner loves you and cares about you. Never assume anything negative, whether you read something in his/her e-mails or you disliked how he/she made a weird comment on something. Don’t interpret to much in it.
The problem with non-face-to-face communication is the lack of facial expression. It is so easy to misinterpret but unfortunately much harder to trust and stay positive.
I assure you, if something was wrong, you will know it.
As you can see, I’m definitely positive about long distance relationships. They expose ongoing life lessons, and prove that love, loyalty, and faith are the vital ingredients to a lasting relationship.
a Long DISTANCE Realationship
Are you in this kind of relationship?! Most people must have found this really stupid and effortless. But for me, if you really love that person..you'll do anything to have and keep that person's love. Love isn't just NEAR or just BESIDE you...it can be found anywhere, even in the corners of a dark room [[wat?should it be really dark?]] haha! xD
Anyways, seriously I DON'T BELIEVE IN LDR's! [[that was before..]] until I met this guy..well, actually he was a friend of mine for quite a long time (I've been staying here in the philippines for 3 years..maybe we've known via an online game for almost about..i don't know..more than a year?) So ayun, Our connection via net was lost i don't know how and why, but because of my friend which i just met this year I get to meet him again [[not eye to eye though]] but it was weird..He used to call me "crush" and when we found each other's end point, he still called me that! He courted me..sent me some stuff [[stuff that would impress a girl i guess..]] all the way from cebu. That really amuzed me..NO ONE...has ever did much effort for me.
On the other side of the story, while he was courting me..there's this other guy who I've fallen in love with already but we ain't committed...This guy which is IN cebu right now, i don't know what's gotten into me that I keep missing him..(IF YOU R THINKING...well it's DEFINITELY not because of the sweet stuff he sent me! I admit im maluho kind of girl but i'm not used to asking other people to buy me stuff! SO DON'T THINK THAT WAY!!! amp)
Eventually..I fell inlove with this cebu guy (E.J) X_X At first..I didn't know what to do..T_T coz i don't know if i could handle such relationship...T_T But i tell you...*AHEM* publicly speaking, I'm loving this guy MORE than i ever loved any guy!!!! [[wheeeeeeeewww]] TAKE NOTE: LONG DISTANCE...He's now my boyfriend...[[O_o wahahah! =p]]
Why am I loving him so much? [[it's because he's taking care of me..]] how..i don't know ...there's just this feeling..that..as if he's so close to me....weird but a happy feeling, it's not just you're inlove!! you're in love with a great guy! i mean...it's just this freakin' distance! And how are we surviving? It's because both of us [[SPECIALLY ME!!!]] believe that the time will come, we don't have to worry how far we are and how much distance there is that's keeping us away from each other.. He's got 3 years more to finish college...5 years for me.. That won't be too hard i guess..i mean..come on...ur loving for real, you don't mind to sacrifice..right?
Right now..what i wish for..is something to hold on for eternity...our TRUST, LOYALTY, LOVE, PATIENCE...and most specially...STRENGTH to hold on to this kind of relationship and HOPE for letting our paths meet in the future---the right time.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
whats happening to Lee O_o
Last night..I was playing AUDITION ONLINE when my tummy hurt so bad i was almost lying on my keyboard X_X [[weird ehh..]] I dunno... My mum brought me to the hospital near our place, i couldn't walk..nor breathe properly. I was taken to the ER with a wheelchair [[wtH?]] haha! i found it funny...i dunno y..maybe because i never sat on a wheelchair before..haha! XD
The doctor said I lack water, Sleep, etc. i had a low b.p xD While i was lying on one of the beds there, i was txting my bes, and my baby, even though those imp. people in my life aren't there physically..i could feel them..i dont know..its weird..but a great feeling, coz u dont feel that much distance thats keeping you away from them.
Right now, i'm still drinking this 30cc syrup and some powder..i dont knw wat..di na masakit sikmura ko..puson ko nlng xD I try to avoid giggling..coz i feel pain..still. But im way better now than last night.
aun...after 2 days or so..i must be so well..i've got meeting to attend to on tuesday with my 3rd yr classmates xD
Till next post!
I'd still be posting even if i'm not well
i simply love sharing what i have in mind...and in my heart as well..^^
The doctor said I lack water, Sleep, etc. i had a low b.p xD While i was lying on one of the beds there, i was txting my bes, and my baby, even though those imp. people in my life aren't there physically..i could feel them..i dont know..its weird..but a great feeling, coz u dont feel that much distance thats keeping you away from them.
Right now, i'm still drinking this 30cc syrup and some powder..i dont knw wat..di na masakit sikmura ko..puson ko nlng xD I try to avoid giggling..coz i feel pain..still. But im way better now than last night.
aun...after 2 days or so..i must be so well..i've got meeting to attend to on tuesday with my 3rd yr classmates xD
Till next post!
I'd still be posting even if i'm not well
i simply love sharing what i have in mind...and in my heart as well..^^
Friday, May 16, 2008
MOVIE : The Holiday [[LOVE!!!]]
Last night, my couz asked me to watch a movie w/her, since we both had nothing to do, we watched this movie called "The Holiday" [[dvd dvd dvd! xD]] it was all about LOVE!!!. The Phrase i remembered when the movie was about to start was "Love is BLIND...according to Shakespeare"
[[I didn't know that quote was from Shakespeare!!]] cool eh?
2 heartbroken ladies exchanged homes for 2 weeks [[xmas holidays]] and so on and so forth [[I'm not giving detail about the rest..just WATCH it..its a gr8 movie really..]]
Arthur (the old man) there said to the heartbroken woman (it goes like..)
"In every movie, there's the leading lady, leading man and the leading man's bestfriend...In your life itself, you should act like the leading lady!! according to your story, you are acting like the bestfriend!"
.:x MY VIEW x:.
Unfortunately..sometimes, people tend to forget that the conclusions of every situation in our lives depend on what our decisions are and what we do. We usually lose our pride when we get hurt and forget that we are the leading person in our own movie...
And to end our movie with a happy ending...Remember;
>Share
>Think (consequences of your actions)
>Act (prove something)
>Love
>LEAD
P.S > S.T.A.L.L has nothing to do with our MOVIE! haha! xD
BE INSPIRED!!!!!!!!
Till my next posT!
xoxo,
Lee
Sunday, May 11, 2008
HAPPY MOTHER'x DAY!!!
happy mum's day to your mum!!!
I've been a bad gurl today...i slept at 3.30am and woke up at 10.30am? Eventually my mum got mad 'coz she didn't get to go to CHurch ...COZ OF MEEEE!!!!! T_T wasn't that mean..huhu! I really felt guilty! So i thought of giving her a surprise/gift! Since i only got P500 with me, i thought of giving my mum a cake..with a letter of course. (the letter is shown below..pls don't laugh) xD
Oh come on..Its not bad to be sweet once in a while..xD but what i wrote in that letter is true..and sincere! (ehemm..) ^_^ So ayun..Continuing the story, I planned to go to church NYTtym and unfortunately SHE WAS COMING WITH ME .,..haha! so what i did, while she was taking a bath...i went straight off to Merced's and left her! hahahah! xD [[that was close]] So i left the cake at the counters/the baggage place thing..i got the number 40. My mum and I met in the church itself..she was like "kung san san ka pa pumupunta.." haha! I was in SILENT mode...i didnt talk much. After the service, I gave her the number 40 and said "mami..pagod nako..kaw na kumuha.." I acted as if i was sooo exhausted haha! She smiled..and said "naku..tamad ka tlg.." hahahaha! OMG tlg..poop!
She was..syempre...surprised, cake nakuha nya dun sa counter and when she turned back, i said "happy mother's day..sorry medyo late na.." hahaha! gabi na kase ehh, but still...cakes are for desserts and so we ate it when we got home..right now im still full and i can still taste the mocha flavor..TOINKX! hahaha! BATI NA KAMI!!!! xD
THE END! [[ohhh how sweet of me..xD]] haha!
So guys..that's it for today's story! lolx
TILL NXT POST!! love y'all!
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008
.:x FEATURE friend of the Day x:.
Guys! Here's my feature friend of the day!Let's start off with Mr.Kriz Lopez aka SIOMAI! (y? i dunno..xD), his proffesion sticks to being a call center agent (so he probably speaks good english..xD) He's 21 years old and lives/stays in Pampanga PH.
So how did we meet? In audition PH, it was long time ago..i was still a FREEDOM that time..xD We started calling mew when he finds me a "memew' while he's "halimew" at the dancefloor..(WHEW!) siOMai's simply a great guy..who loves to love, loves burgers, loves to joke around and loves to drink..xD
What else? he's a great friend...the reason why he's my feature friend of the day is because he's my most active friend..lolx We love to talk and share stories even the darkest secret we havE! [[haha!!]]..xD There's never a dull moment when you're with him or just by having a chat w/him...coz he's simply CRAZY!!!!!! [[peace!]] ^_^ if you wanna know him more..check/add him in FS!
TILL MY NEXT POST!!! [[chaO!]] ^^
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
yay!!!
Guys...my pc is already done! ayus na!! ^_^ weeeeee....i'll get to post my entries na... so ayun...eto muna...i'm currently downloading stuff like ym, i mesh, audition, ETC ETC! after this..i'll be posting daily here in my blog! so just keep visiting for updates!
misssssssssED YOU! ^^
misssssssssED YOU! ^^
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