Lee's current lovelife..

can i call it FREAKY?



lolx..hi agen...this is quite the continuation of what i posted a while ago.



For now I had 10 boyfriends..they're all serious relationships really..i LOVE alot..i guess thats the reason why i get hurt (maybe?) In that 10 guys..BELIEVE IT OR NOT..5 are long distance relationships and the other 5 are near enough..



So why am I SINGLE!?!?! lolx



It's because i'm tired of short term relationships....the longest and strongest relationship i had lasted more than a year.. and i miss that experience, i wanna break the record till the end =( I hated the way i get to have a new one when i broke up with the other..so i decided to be single..and wait/choose the guy..



"who would love me for who and what i am..who's willing to sacrifice for his/our love (to prove it)..the guy who wud be almost FOREVER with me..."



I don't care if its long distance or watever...come on! it's LOVE.. if AGE doesn't MATTER..

so does DISTANCE......it's simply NOT LETTING ANY OBSTACLES stop your love..

(this is starting to make me teary eyed)



so what the hel is with this picture?
i carved near the wrist "dC" small d capital C...
you may think it's pathetic...i do this stuff to myself when i REALLY get hurt...so far..there are 5 initials carved in my lil left hand..=( this is the last one...

This guy is very special to me... He's studying in this place not SOOO far from bulacan.. He started courting me.. i dont know when..but he did..

so there..many guys we're courting at the same time...i busted all of them...except this special guy...he may be cute..but he's not handsome..he may look kinda a bad boy type...but he's sooo kind...^_^ so there..POOF! eventually i started to fall for him...HOW WE MET was a weird but really an astig story xD


But the love story, i think ended...when (according to him) his granny didnt allow him to go to college in manila...he decided to back out from courting...and i guess from loving me too..
so here..I think he'll do everything to forget me..it really hurts ehh? he didnt want a long distance relationship..maybe he lacks TRUST in me...i dont know...it's really hard and it deeply hurtS.......................................


LOVING a person WHO WANTS TO FORGET YOU..?
After all that happend... =')



He simply wants to forget all about ME.... (oh God, here i go again..T_T)



im scared to love now...........................
.........i dont know what could heal me...haix T_T



It's hard to forget someone you really loved...and i guess...still loving..(shockx...)