Once again..

I'm done with the HACKING ISSUE...I actually don't care anymore!! Besides..why would I get bothered..they're just using my pictures...and i still have myself with me!!! hahaha! xD

So starting all over again..BACK TO ZERO..huhu! I made a new fs account..If you wanna add me..MAKE ME!!!!! xD lolx...kidding.. [[if the hacker or poser is reading this now..BLESS U !@#$]] (mkkarma ka din kala mO...wakokoko!!)



oh well..HAPPY HAPPY!!! ^___^

GUYX..watch out for my upcoming posts...I'm PLANNING to feature my close friends on earth here in my BLOG!..lolx xD Just for you guys to be aware.....that besides having POSERS and HACKERS in this world..there are still some people who really cares and will never leave your side!! awww...*puppy eyes* lolx..



so till my next post..



GB!!!^^.v

IM HACKED

GUYS...ATTENTION HERE PLEASE..

FOR ALL FRIENDSTER USERS THERE..IM NOT THE ONE USING ALL MY OFFICIAL ACCOUNTS....IM HACKED...ALL MY ACCOUNTS ARE TAKEN FROM THAT FREAKIN' POSER OR I DONT KNOW WHO!

these are the links that you might think that's ME!!!!
well...TOO BAD...it's not me..they're called POSERS ^^

1. http://profiles.friendster.com/67007005
2. http://profiles.friendster.com/63296997
3. my first fs account http://www.friendster.com/coldfuxion
4. my 2nD fs account http://www.friendster.com/coldfuxion2
5. my 3rD fs account http://www.friendster.com/coldfuxion3

NOTICE that even my OFFICIAL accounts are taken...

The reason why...I HAVE NO FREAKIN' IDEA..

SO JUST A REMINDER GUYS...If you wanna be my friend in my friend's list at FS..Better know me first....i don't want POSERS and HACKERS hangin' around...so..


MESSAGE TO THAT HACKER/TRYING HARD PIPOL

ENJOI HAVING MY PICTURES....haha!
I'M STILL ME

THE ONLY ONE

I had been true to him all this time
But our relationship didn't work out fine
He promised me he'll stay
But now all I can do is pray.

He already found someone
But I chose to find no one
Lots of love comes again, but my heart refuses
I dont't need those trashes.

All I'm longing for is my boo
I don't need a three or two
Even though he chose another one over me
To be his girl is all I wanted to be.

False promises were made for me
To put me in pain and insanity
I believe he's my destiny
I thought what had happened was serendipity.

no connection

Yesterday i called smart bro for like 3x? But infairness to the agents there..they're like so friendly (duh?) pwahaha!

enyweiz..i didnt get to go oNLine in audition PH which resulted ME in SLEEPING EARLY..amF! and mah bad...when i woke up..i got this !@#$ called SORE-EYES!! huhuhuhu! but its not that bad..coz i hav 'em in both eyes..xD

Hey YOU! I MISS YOU! ^_^

yesterday..*ubo ubo ubo* i was in my CAM mode...meaning pipol get to see me via webcams (huwatt?) yea..lolx xD but my DARN PC ..you red ryt! darn it..its hangin'!!!! i'm planning to format this thingy coz i think its full of virus or sumting...xD

good thing i get to post a new one in my blog...just to share what i've experienced yesterday...xD

So wat's with the picture? (wala lng..trip ko lng) hahaha! its me..my nose in nose pack! pwahahah! i did that after a looooong bath..weee!



till nxt posT!!!


Lee is missing you...xD

REPORT CARD DAY

I just finished my 3RD YEAR highskool...and i got my grades yesterday..shocking...

SECTION : III -Sincerity..MIB building..LOLX ahahahaha!

ADVISER : Mr.Michael Botis [[rock on]] xD

NOTE : General ave

Fil ------------- 88.50

Eng ------------89.25

Math ---------- 90.50

Sci ------------ 85.00 [[i don't like chemistry]] ='(

Makabayan --- 93.00

AP ------------ 92.00

TLE ---------- 93.50

MAPEH ------- 91.50

CL/Bible ------ 95.25 [[cool eh?haha!]]

RHGP -------- 93.75

Club Inv. ----- 92.00

GEN.AVE. ----- 90.22

bwahaha! o yea...success...^_^

bbye third year..

HELLO SENIORS!! xD pwahehe..xD

Lee is the happiest EMO xD

ok..so hows life?

i simply decided to be active to my youth fellas and i didnt open my friendster account for 2-3days i think..it's all part of the MOVING ON thing..lolx

so that's the way it is..as of now.....i love my friends..new friends...and more friends ,,i dont care if they're faaaR away from me..besides i can feel their freakin presence..lolx...in the future..we'll all trip and hang out together....eventually..^_^

the initials i bladed out on my wrist is not yet healed...but mentally i am..and im so damn happy...hu cares..not all emo's are depress..so live with it! lolx

so ayun....wala lng...masaya...^__^ update ko kau palgue!!

mission..ACCOMPLISHED!!

oyea...guess what guys...IM ME AGAIN..hahaha!

for your info guys...i've moved on already...and it feeels GREAT!!!

pwahaha! whew! love it!

enyweiz..i'm starting a new life again..

THANKS to my friends..who were there..ALWAYS!

to siOmai, apOi, kuROro, maRK, ely, jim, alynjel and other peeps including my bes..

thank you... =') to my bC1 family..EHEM! ubo ubo ubo..xD

bsta..thank you guys..

special thanks to the Lord..

i've surrenderd ALL THE HURT, PAIN, BLADE, and other bloody stuff..

lol...

ok..so enuf with the thank you..

i just feel so damn great ^_^

hello new hyperactive life..lolx

bbye pain from YOU!!!!!

thank God it's FRIDAY!!!

ok...moving ON...still in healing mode..xD



First of all..i appreciate you guys for viewing my blog and for caring to know the glimpse of my life..thank you ^_^ I find it really nice typing all the thoughts I have in mind..Even though sumtimes...Tears fall while i type..pwahaha!



Today..Lunch time [[i havent taken lunch yet xD]] my mum noticed me [[duh]] i was really quiet wahaha! I was making 'bantay' sa mini stor namin so ayun...she was epal nanaman sa pag move on ko when she started telling MY LOVE STORY with THIS GUY from THE BEGINNING when we met in I-MESH/bearshaRE!!! GOD! i was like "HEY MUM..you can stop now..STOOOOPP!!!" lolx...eventually i sed that while i had waterfalls agen..haix..so tired..my mum wasn't helping me at all....but she encouraged me at the end... for her it was encouragement...but for me..waAAaAaaa..... that put me down!!! [[heLL yea..]]

A while ago..i was lying on my mum's biggie bed..i felt sleepy..but somehow found it BOORRiinG!!!..i rememberd him..[[i just wish he was here...T_T]] i miss him..stupid eH?! O_o haix...I silently cried "i want him back"..and prayed "Lord..help me....I just want to be happy.." =')



Nakakapagod din pla y

ung ganito...ngayon ko lng kase naranasan ulit toh ehh...T_T



SANA MAGING MASAYA NAKOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ='c

April 10

I've been sitting in front of this computer for almost 12 hours..it's making me dizzy now...lolx Anyweiz, I hope you guys are reading my long loooong stories..don't worry..they're ALL REAL!^_^

I'm still bleeding (not literally..if u knw wat i mean..) it's like i miss him...O_o
haha! I was just staring at his character while we were playing audi, my eyes...filled with tears, i didn't knw my mum saw it..and sed "You miss him eh?" Ohh God...that striked me..haha! It's like im losing all the energy i got..and then just started to giggle, or just giv a smile, so that it won't be too hard for me..

It's so stupid..crying when you don't want to
Playing online and waiting...when you're already tired of it
Dieting...for i don't know why i'm doing it!
and the stupidiest thing...
Loving....when you don't get love back.

When you think of it...It's weird why people love...and love....and LOVE...when in the end..they get HURT..and sometimes..even drown themselves to tears.

Today i got a free lunch from a friend..it was nice....it cheered me up a bit..lolx
But time passes...and there we go again.................reminiscing..xD

Lee's current lovelife..

can i call it FREAKY?



lolx..hi agen...this is quite the continuation of what i posted a while ago.



For now I had 10 boyfriends..they're all serious relationships really..i LOVE alot..i guess thats the reason why i get hurt (maybe?) In that 10 guys..BELIEVE IT OR NOT..5 are long distance relationships and the other 5 are near enough..



So why am I SINGLE!?!?! lolx



It's because i'm tired of short term relationships....the longest and strongest relationship i had lasted more than a year.. and i miss that experience, i wanna break the record till the end =( I hated the way i get to have a new one when i broke up with the other..so i decided to be single..and wait/choose the guy..



"who would love me for who and what i am..who's willing to sacrifice for his/our love (to prove it)..the guy who wud be almost FOREVER with me..."



I don't care if its long distance or watever...come on! it's LOVE.. if AGE doesn't MATTER..

so does DISTANCE......it's simply NOT LETTING ANY OBSTACLES stop your love..

(this is starting to make me teary eyed)



so what the hel is with this picture?
i carved near the wrist "dC" small d capital C...
you may think it's pathetic...i do this stuff to myself when i REALLY get hurt...so far..there are 5 initials carved in my lil left hand..=( this is the last one...

This guy is very special to me... He's studying in this place not SOOO far from bulacan.. He started courting me.. i dont know when..but he did..

so there..many guys we're courting at the same time...i busted all of them...except this special guy...he may be cute..but he's not handsome..he may look kinda a bad boy type...but he's sooo kind...^_^ so there..POOF! eventually i started to fall for him...HOW WE MET was a weird but really an astig story xD


But the love story, i think ended...when (according to him) his granny didnt allow him to go to college in manila...he decided to back out from courting...and i guess from loving me too..
so here..I think he'll do everything to forget me..it really hurts ehh? he didnt want a long distance relationship..maybe he lacks TRUST in me...i dont know...it's really hard and it deeply hurtS.......................................


LOVING a person WHO WANTS TO FORGET YOU..?
After all that happend... =')



He simply wants to forget all about ME.... (oh God, here i go again..T_T)



im scared to love now...........................
.........i dont know what could heal me...haix T_T



It's hard to forget someone you really loved...and i guess...still loving..(shockx...)

Why is Lee EMO!?!?

hmm..so how am i gonna start this thing?! lolx..btw..hi guyx! iM Lira...col me Lee for short..

I'm kinda eMO....yea! right...so this is how it started..I spent 14 years of my life abroad...having a complete family.yet unhappy... My dad retired and unfortunately my mum and i had to go with him.



So..TADAA!!! we arrived in the Philippines at Dec.8,2005

the time? i think 11pm..im sure it was night time..a brand new

starex van arrived just infront of our gate..uhah...and my dad was like

"hey im going to your lola's bday..so..i'd be bak.." and handed me over

a 500DIRHAMs (currency in dubai) and said "giv that to your mum"





ok ok...i was startled..i thought it was weird..y? coz he didnt

invited me!!! oh come on!! even though we're the second family of my dad

my lola really loves me!! im the favourite one..and my dad didnt freakin'

invited me!!! isnt that stooopid?





CHILL...so there..My mum and i we're waiting for him..i fell asleep olredy

and i was hoping he wud come bak...coz HELLO!! he's my dad! he shud be the one

providing us our NEEDS!!! for a month i think my mum was really upset of

how we're going to complete our day with 3 meals...[[omg..shud i even say that?]]



lol..so yea...trully it was HARD!!!!!! i hav to sacrifice too....for 2months..

i got depressed..and i stayed in my room for yea..2 months..cool eh?!

haha! sO there..in my dearest room...i began writing poems, and eventually

i found out..i was already emo.....i have this blade in my wallet which i always

check when i get hurt...



Let's say I get hurt by someONE REAAAALLLY bad..his initials are carved

in my left hand (coz im a righty)...if not in the hand, then at the lower part of

the left hand...below the wrist!! wtH...haha!



This one i made just a while ago....I COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!

oh yea...for ur info guys..its kinda blur..but for real its really glowing red, that was taken FRESH lolx! (i feel so bad...) it's "dc" why? i'll tell you...

Lee's wOrkx COPYRIGHT!!!!

Guyx..chek out my sum-wat animated siggy's!!!












coOL eh?! I get paid for it...KIDDING!!! haha!
xD!!!

kEep cheking my blog if u wanna see more..^_^


urs trully,
LEE