haaaaaaaiiii grabe...watta life
have myself work nytshifts while studying?
or just STUDY?
haaay ang gulo....anu kaya ggwin ko sa buhay ko? ano b dpt gawin ng mga takot huminto at hilig mag aral ng mag aral? pag hndi ako nag work..panu pag nawala skolarship? (OH NOOOOOOO!!! God won't let that happen x_x) pnu pag mamomoblema nnmn?!?!?!? hay ta3..
dame nag tanong "bkt kase mapua? why not study in an affordable school?"
hellllloooooooo...sa resume mo Mapua sabay naging STI? (.no ofens sa sti pero sila ang alam ko nag oofer ng 2yr cors na multimedia arts) haha...ang weird no? the thing is THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO PURSUE..kelangan b tlg magpa epekto sa HINDRANCES or EPAL sa gusto o pangarap mo? (grrrrrrrr)
"dame mo nmn relatives..may relatives ka sa AMERICA!"
oh really? panu kung ang totoo is THEY HATE ME for something na wala akong kinalaman. POINT? hnde nila tanggap kung ANO at SINO ako.
"bigatin ung mga nasa DUBAI ah..."
...O_O no comment. some of them wants me to STOP and WORK WORK WORK.
"may TATAY ka db?"
ROFL! asa....he's retired. FACT? he left us.
"ung kapatid mong SECRETARY ni MAYOR?"
sorry....she is against ME. HALF sisters lng kase kme.
ILLEGAL DAUGHTER of HER FATHER? yes.
alam mo ung dadating sa point na....u r left all ALONE..then u get to REFLECT kung sino ka sa world na toh..suddenly na realize mo na..wow..dami ko pala kapatid...wow...laki pala ng pamilya nmin....
unfortunately...my reflection's conclusion? is just ME and my MOM--who trully supports me. Fortunately, God gave me SOME friends and mentors who gives advices, supports, helps, comforts, etc.
i have no idea kung anu mgging conclusion ng post kong toh.. i guess nag labas lng ako ng di mgndang katotohanan..LOL
anyway...the Question still remains..
"WHAT TO DO?"
xoxo,
Lee
