lalala~~

*sigh* It's been...9 months na halos since i last posted in my blog. I missed this. Expressing feelings thru typing, blogs and all.

Anyway, after having that 3.00 in Physics 1, infairness nakabawi ako sa Physics 2--which is a great thing and big deal sa akin kase half scholar ule, which means tuloy ang pagaaral (oyes...that's the best part of every scholarship i get) pero sympre...financial problems--who doesn't get the similiar problem? except for those who are really lucky tlga..ayun.. tatlong subjects lang nakuha ko..and it's all that we could afford. But who cares, i managed to concentrate on all the stress my majors gave me last term--which was worth it! Yun lang naman ang gusto ko...ang ma prove sa sarili ko and parent/s ko na "eto oh..may na achieve ako this term =')"

Ewan ko lang sa mga hindi kina-career ang studies nila-- pero alam mo yun..masaya, masarap sa pkiramdam na may na fulfill ka sa lahat ng efforts na binigay mo. Tama talaga mga sinasabi nila..na nasa una lang ang paghihirap..ok lang oo sige nahihirapan ako ano ba tohhh..sige buhos mo lahat (bawas stress din yun) dadating din ang tamang time na matatapos din..at pwede na magpahinga sa sembreak kuno xD

ewan ko ba. Dati tamad ako pumasok lalo na nung highschool ako. haaaay jusko kelan ba toh matatapos, pero nung naging mapuan na ako, nakakatamad minsan, mahirap-- pero masaya, di lang ako sure kung sa ibang cardinals at ibang colleges/universities/intitutes ganito din na fi-feel nila HAHA.

One thing's for sure, proud ako maging Mapuan/Malayan.

PS: Salamat sa mahusay kong professors, real friends ko, ate ko, mom, future everythings/co-explorer ko (paolo), at sympre kay Lord-- =')

Minor ka lang..bakit ka ganyan? =(

This post of mine indicates that I'm trully depress of the outcome of my recent grades in school.

OO..siguro nga wala ako naipasa na quiz. Siguro nga di ko mashado maintindihan mga lessons na itinuturo nya. pero hello? hnde nmn gnun kababa grades ko...and the fact na alam nyang may minemaintain akong grades? the point na di naman SUPER useful ang physics sa course na tntake ko? the fact na Minor subject sya--TRES?!?! O,_O
sana ginawa akong half scholar manlang para walang possibility na huminto ako diba?!?!?! HUMINTO NG DHIL SA MINOR!???! bullsh!T~!!!

you know how that feels? ay grabe!!! kung alam nyo langggg ang feeling ng ayaw huminto...kung alam nyo lng tlga ung feeling na kung anu anu at san san chumu-chorva para lang makapag aral sa magandang unibersidad!

HAI!!!!!!!!!!!! ='((

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LESSON: hnde purkit minor--PETIKS!! ayusin mo kase!!! !@#$%! WAG KANG MAKONTENTO SA paking TRES! hnde pwedeng PWEDE NA! dapat PWEDENG PWEDE! make sure na sa bawat subject na tinetake mo NAINTINDIHAN MO--hnde ung MAY NAINTINDIHAN KA LANG!!!


arggggggggghhh!!!



(P.S: hindi ako petiks sa PHYSICS..sadyang mahirap lang syang intindihin!!!)
Lee.

February

Single? *apir!

damayan ko kau..hmm not sure kung pang ilan ko na feb na wala akong valentine..pero last year ATA meron..lol..OMG..i dont remember? how sad..pero honestly...sa dmi n ng valentines n nagdaan..isng tao lng naaalala ko n nagprmdm ng kung anu meron ang Feb14....(hang cheeesyy..LOL)

parang knina lng may nag tapat ah? haha..friend..ur still a friend =)

so aun...nalaman n ng prof ko kung sino crush ko O_O and thats...i dnt know..nkakakaba baka maibulgar nya..hahaha enyweiz..i do trust him (pramis) haha

tsaka nako mag kwento...tym nako eh...(sayang..) haha

lots of <3,
Lee

What to do?

haaaaaaaiiii grabe...watta life

have myself work nytshifts while studying?
or just STUDY?

haaay ang gulo....anu kaya ggwin ko sa buhay ko? ano b dpt gawin ng mga takot huminto at hilig mag aral ng mag aral? pag hndi ako nag work..panu pag nawala skolarship? (OH NOOOOOOO!!! God won't let that happen x_x) pnu pag mamomoblema nnmn?!?!?!? hay ta3..

dame nag tanong "bkt kase mapua? why not study in an affordable school?"

hellllloooooooo...sa resume mo Mapua sabay naging STI? (.no ofens sa sti pero sila ang alam ko nag oofer ng 2yr cors na multimedia arts) haha...ang weird no? the thing is THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO PURSUE..kelangan b tlg magpa epekto sa HINDRANCES or EPAL sa gusto o pangarap mo? (grrrrrrrr)

"dame mo nmn relatives..may relatives ka sa AMERICA!"
oh really? panu kung ang totoo is THEY HATE ME for something na wala akong kinalaman. POINT? hnde nila tanggap kung ANO at SINO ako.

"bigatin ung mga nasa DUBAI ah..."
...O_O no comment. some of them wants me to STOP and WORK WORK WORK.

"may TATAY ka db?"
ROFL! asa....he's retired. FACT? he left us.

"ung kapatid mong SECRETARY ni MAYOR?"
sorry....she is against ME. HALF sisters lng kase kme.
ILLEGAL DAUGHTER of HER FATHER? yes.

alam mo ung dadating sa point na....u r left all ALONE..then u get to REFLECT kung sino ka sa world na toh..suddenly na realize mo na..wow..dami ko pala kapatid...wow...laki pala ng pamilya nmin....

unfortunately...my reflection's conclusion? is just ME and my MOM--who trully supports me. Fortunately, God gave me SOME friends and mentors who gives advices, supports, helps, comforts, etc.

i have no idea kung anu mgging conclusion ng post kong toh.. i guess nag labas lng ako ng di mgndang katotohanan..LOL

anyway...the Question still remains..

"WHAT TO DO?"


xoxo,
Lee