bad day

I got home from our project making in Terica's house at 11pm..so late..arrgghh so i had no energy left at all..May pasok pa bukas!! nakooo nmn!! xD

Morning came...i woke up..my mum nagged me about fixing some celphone prob thingy (info: i finishd training as cellphone tech. JUST for FUn xD) I told my mum not to let me think of stuff that i shouldnt focus on!! i dont want to forget anything that ive learned and studied the day before!! ..eventually..she got mad at me...so OK..i just went out and went off to go to school...it rained...the tricycle i was in had a flat wheel....after he pumped some air in, we almost totally super crashed at another tricycle..the driver turned right immediately and we kinda got stock in a huge hole....and fyi guys...before we got ourselves shooT in that freakin hole..i screamed like hell...who's not going to freak out when u are at the stake of DYING!?!?! x_x

that was just soooooooo pathetic!! it freakin freaked me awt like hell! after that incident, i just kept quiet..and suddenly tears fell down my cheeks...*sigh* "Thank God I'm still alive..." i whispered to myself. Maybe i was just too stressed to cheer up and think positive..

Who would dare to have such a morning? what if we totally crashed to that vehicle....i wont be able to celebrate my 17th birthday....='(

what if...

What if you're missing someone? someone who's near..yet hard to reach? What are you suppose to do? Just sit and think of that person? Do something to reach that person and take the risk? Or just accpet the fact that person's GONE?

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible
because u think that he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible
but at the same time, sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering
if u meant anything to him/her.

Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.
Rushing to the phone once it rings
hoping that it's him/her.
Looking out of the window
hoping that he/she will surprise u
by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television
but thinking of him, missing the
final episode of your favourite show.
Laying on your bed,
thinking of the last time u were out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be
to sit under the stars again,
talking about everything,
your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet
hoping to see him/her online.
When u realise that he/she isn't online
and did not return your page,
u will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being lonely
and let u know that there is actually a feeling
known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and
u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.

But missing someone and not knowing
if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell that person and
let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone become
jealousy or paranoia.

If u are the one being missed and u know it,
let the other party know, that's if you only
miss that person too! Telling someone you miss her/him
when you know that he/she DOESN'T is kinda embarassing
and deimnnn...that hurts!!!

UST~~Humanae Vitae

Saint Mary's was invited in the event the 4oth yr of Humanae Vitae and I was one of the representatives of St.Mary's. I was kinda excited coz i'm graduating na and this is once in a lifetime experience to be in a rally. haha! xD

When we got there, other schools were also present. PRO-LIFE peEpx, etc. It was soooo damnnn HOT!!! grrr...that really pissed us off but after sometime the wind became really generous. haha! It rained at about 4pm and it was funny when people did the SUN DANCE haha! xD i was shy and i found it quite wierd..so I just sat on the grassy field of UST under my friend's green umbrella. Time passed...about 5pm my 4 classmates (girls only) and I got so freakin' BORED!!! Our school's designer and media thingy (kuya Bong) toured us in UST..wahaha! it was so fun..we took pictures in every interesting spot! I'll be uploading it this week NO WORRIES!! haha!

There's this guy who greeted us "HI MARIANS" (Ateneo:atenista ; St.Mary's:Marians) but he was only looking at me and smiling..^__________^! haha shocking..he was realllllly cute!!!! xD i doubted to say hi...but eventually i did..xD After sometime i saw him again! hahaha! (what an adventure) infairness it was fun hanging out without the sisters(nuns) seeing us and get caught in the act...haha

if that happened yesterday...most probably we'll end up in the Disciplinary Office haha!

I got home at about 9:30pm...i was really tired, so i just cleaned myself up and went to bed. oh and by the way..did u see us in TV PATROL, BANDILA and GMA? haha! we were the ones wearing a BLUE JUMPER! from St.Mary's College of Meycauayan City Bulacan!!! haha xD


Till next post..!!
*bOw*

weEeEee~~

ONCE AGAIN..

Can i say IM BACK? haha! sorry guys i didnt post much these days...got too busy with school work..(graduating na ehh..YAY!! xD) So many things happend..SHOCKING..xD erhhmm..i'm still single..for 2 months already!! haha! XD weEeEeee~~ still waiting for the right one.."Lee's man.." haha! xD Enyweiz yea...there are some peEpx courting..but let's just say I just make sure that I won't cry (and cry and cry...and so on..) and making sure he's the one i'll be with for years...haha!
i missed posting in my blog...T_T even my viewers!! ^^

WHAT'S NEW?
..uhmm i often sleep LATE coz of playign audition online and doing homeworks, studying, ETC.!!!...which freaks me out when i take a bath early in the morning (the water's deimnnnn cold!!! brRrRrrrrr) huhu! And yesterday...aun..i slipped sa stairs sa school malapit sa C.R..T_T sakit ng leg ko may pasa...wuhuhu!! im so iztufiid en clumsy..amF

MILITARY STUFF
ohh yea...since i'm a 4th year HS student..we're having our CAT. I applied for the Military Police for girls...simply because i don't want to be handled by some platoon leaders who got some issues with me regarding..."!@#$" CLUE: an abstract---feelings! xD

--CDT./SGT./SEVILLA, LORALIE, B.--------- reporting for duty ma'am!! xD

---request to fall out...haha XD

ACTUALLY..
I'm here sa schol ngayon..i got nothing to do kase..friendster and forums here are not ALLOWED to beviewed by students..GRRRR..xD So till here...I PROMISE TO POST AND UPDATE (regarding my insights and what's new) WHEN I'M NOT BUSY.. haha

love u guys!!
---till next post!!